I was not given the name “Sophia’s Mom” at birth. How would my parents know all those years ago that I would go on to have a beautiful daughter and name her Sophia. I am sure they had hopes and dreams for grandchildren, but exact details as the sex and name of the child could not be foreseen in the stars. After the birth of my daughter though, my name has gone from “Stephanie” to “Sophia’s Mom”. When introducing myself to her friends’ parents, I always say, “Hi, I am Stephanie, Sophia’s Mother.”
And yet, almost 99% of the time when introduced at school events, or to other friends, I am always referred to as “Sophia’s Mom”.
But I am so much more.
Being Sophia’s mother is just one piece of me and it is a major important piece of me. Having a child changes your life. You are no longer responsible for yourself, you are now responsible for another human being. I would be foolish to say that being her mother was not significant. She is one of the reasons my heart beats. She is one of my strengths. She is this beautiful human being. And I love being her mother.
But I am so much more.
I didn’t grow up thinking my career would be ‘Mother’. I played house and had baby dolls and that was a dream of mine. But, I was taught to have more aspirations. My mother stayed at home until I, her youngest, was six. Then she returned to work. Her having a career taught me that I could have one of my own. I did not have to rely on my future spouse for income. I could earn my own money.
When I decided Architecture would be my schtick at six years of age, I dove into the career head on, even as a young child. I would build any Lego set I could get my hands on. The sets progressed in size and complexity as I aged. In high school, I took drafting classes and started to design houses. Instead of Teen Vogue, I would buy house plan magazines. In college, I majored in Architecture and graduated with a Bachelor of Science in Architecture. Since graduation 15 years ago (wow, I’m old), I have worked in my field for several architects and now for a prominent furniture retailer & interior design studio. I am not just “Sophia’s Mom”, I am also a “Project Manager/Architectural Services”.
Not every title is positive though. Since teenager-hood, I have been a diagnosed Depressive. Through the years, I gained the title of Generalized Anxiety Disorder and PTSD. At my daughter’s birth, I had the titles of Postpartum Depression and Postpartum Anxiety. I am Mentally Ill. While most see these as negative, I have turned this into a positive. I served as a Warrior Mom Ambassador and Climb Leader for the former Postpartum Progress. I am an Ambassador for PatientsLikeMe.com. I stand up to the stigma of Mental Illness and contribute not only to my blog, but online to The Mighty and Stigma Fighters. I have contributed to three different books concerning Mental Illness, Stigma Fighters Anthologies II & III and A Dark Secret: Real Women Share Their Trials And Triumphs Of Their Battle With Maternal Mental Health Illness. I am not only “Sophia’s Mom”, I am also a “Mental Health Advocate & Mental Health Author”.
While being a mother, I knew once Sophia started school, that I wanted to be known in that school for a reason most parents would not imagine. I wanted the teachers and staff to know who I was in case my child was a trouble maker, which thankfully she never turned out to be. I also wanted to be aware of what was going on in the school so I joined PTO. First I was just your typical PTO member, then I became Treasurer. For the last three years, I served in this position and will relinquish it once the school year ends and my daughter graduated elementary school in three weeks. I have grown close to the staff and will miss them as they have always been nice and considerate to my daughter and myself. I was not only “Sophia’s Mom”, I was “PTO Treasurer”.
What I am saying is we as moms are so much more than mothers. You have likes and dislikes, hobbies and other things you are interested in. Aside from all that I mentioned above, I am a daughter, sister and loyal friend. I love to garden, to hike, to exercise. I like hanging out with my friends painting or enjoying a nice meal. We need to remember that being a mother is a part of us, a huge part, but not the only piece. The next time I am introduced as “Sophia’s Mom”, do not be shocked if I correct you and say: