Hope…

Last night I had a dream.  This dreams stands out to me because ever since starting Lunesta more than a month ago, I haven’t been able to recall any of my dreams the following morning.  I sleep and I sleep deeply.  But last night was different.  As I slept deeply, my mind wandered and delved … [Read more…]

Baby Envy…

scroll, scroll, scroll… “Aw, what an adorable newborn baby.  Love the name.  Just want to pinch those cheeks and cuddle with it.” scroll, scroll, scroll… “Look, so-and-so is pregnant!  Awesome!  Congrats on baby #3!” scroll, scroll, scroll… Everyday.  Everyday I scroll through hundreds of posts and see an abundant amount of my friends getting pregnant with their … [Read more…]

Mortality…

I’ve always seen my parents as these immortal beings even though logically I know everyone is dying from the day they are born.  Somehow I never related death to them.  Daily, I read the Obituaries in the paper, lingering on those who are my parents age slightly longer.  “My parents are still alive.  They are … [Read more…]

Deep Breath In…

For the last two weeks, I have been doing really well.  Lunesta has cured my insomnia and now most nights I am tired and dozing before I even take the Lunesta.  I have increased my physical workouts these two weeks to include more than just walking at lunch when the weather decides to be anti-winter, which … [Read more…]